The end of my career as an engineer opened the door to research into electromagnetic waves. More specifically, on what is known as the physical layer (of the OSI model) of 5G, and more particularly on its security.
And then one day, in a café, as I was writing my research proposal. I had an idea!
I'd been noticing for a while that I picked up my phone every time a message was arriving or had just arrived.
While my phone is still on silent.
Then I remember the speakers with the old telephones that used to crackle before the phone rang.
From then on, I began to wonder if our bodies weren't like antennae.
At the time I have this idea, my research involves understanding antenna engineering, and more specifically antenna manufacturing defects, so that I can create digital fingerprints on signals.
So my idea is completely biased, but I love thought experiments. That is, taking any idea and exploring it. A lot of my meditations are related to that.
In addition to my research, I'm studying the principles of theoretical physics and time, because I don't understand the concepts of light and time.
I'm looking for a solution to the problem I set out in my research proposal. I'm studying other possible communications solutions, such as LiFi or 6G. In fact, I've been asked to do a PhD on 6G.
Unfortunately, I can't find any solutions in these perspectives, however interesting they may be.
But I love this thought experiment, where my body is an antenna. And as I go to get an iced coffee, I see the Yin and Yang sign. And this is where I think I'm not normal, because when I look at the Yin and Yang sign, I see an electromagnetic wave.
And the more I think about it, the more I realize that imagining Yin and Yang as waves helps explain many of the things I've been through.
Let's take an easy example: imagine you're going through a break-up.
When you break up, you have ups and downs. Sometimes at first they're big, and then as time goes by they get weaker and weaker. Until the wave loses its energy and you move on.
To visualize it even better, it's basically the same as what happens when you throw a pebble into a still lake.
But if we take Yin and Yang in the same way. One of the questions we can ask ourselves is about the representation of time.
Which representation of time is correct? Our linear vision: Time moves straight ahead OR the older vision that I don't conceptualize at the moment.
With this idea of the body as an antenna, I wonder if everything we've created outside in the world isn't a representation of what's going on inside us. And that everything we do on the outside is to help us understand ourselves better.
From there, the thought experiment can go very far. But let's take the simple idea of long-distance communication between two people, which can take place in many different ways.
What if this idea was just a representation of our body's capabilities, which we hadn't yet discovered? A world where we can communicate with our bodies, many miles away, without tools.
If you study the writings, biographies of yogis who are spiritual masters. An ability such as telepathy is almost commonplace.
My thought experiment has become as interesting as it is crazy, and no longer works at all with the research I'm doing.
Except that I'm passionate about this crazy idea. But soon, I'll have to make a choice.
Am I going to spend 5 years studying cyber security on the physical layer of 5G? OR Do I step out of the scientific voice, and continue to understand and above all experiment with something else without knowing what it is, but with this quest to understand AND above all to show that I'm wrong and that this far-fetched idea is false.
So I'm looking for an older science that would have studied the problem with a certain scientific rigor. The closest I've come is alchemy, but from what I've seen, I don't understand it.
I've been researching 5G & this crazy idea for 8 months now. All I do now is sleep, search, & eat sometimes. Except I'm really tired.
It's time to make a choice. Do I want to become a researcher or continue my quest? Reason tells me the former, the heart tells me the latter. And in the end, I choose to stop everything and explore this strange world.
Shortly afterwards, during a meditation, a little voice in my head said to me. "Your body no longer has the capacity to think. And you've got other things to do. You'll have the answer to what you're going to do after your vacation."
It's April, my vacation is August. I've got time to look forward and, above all, to forget about this meditation.
I quit my job, I moved, the covid happened. And here we are in August, I've spent a week with friends in the south. And I'm looking for an audio book to get back in the car. On the home page, a recommendation: "Un alchimiste raconte" by Patrick Burensteinas.
Funny, I really wanted to know more about alchemy. Here's my road trip:
The book begins
"Funny he had a cyber security company. It's a funny coincidence."
"And oh boy, did he study theoretical physics, and oh boy, did he get into alchemy to prove to himself that it didn't work."
"Well, on the other hand, he says some really crazy stuff in his book too. I'm not sure what to think."
"Ah he's created a vibratory technique to heal people! Maybe I can try it out."
"What's it called? The trame? Ok I don't know "
I go home, I go to bed, I forget.
3 weeks later, I'm thinking about this technique he created. I check out their website and realize that it looks interesting. And so I looked for upcoming training courses. I signed up, and a few years later I found myself a practitioner.
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